Friday, December 4, 2015

After Years Post

Today is a bad day, it was my birthday. but i just staying home for the whole day, nobody care.
What does birthday mean to me? Just a bullshit!
Surrounded with my final exam, somemore?

this was the worst year for me. Seriously i dont like college life,
everyone are very enjoy but why, why i'm suffering?

Everyday i'm wondering for not enough money to use, if i also came from a rich family, maybe i will happy a little bit
everyday wondering about money, result! It's really stress!
If i have the money like others, i also can have a great uni life.
Everyday walk so far to school, really suffer, sometimes the weather is really very very hot, sometimes rain heavily.
everyday climb up the stair, seriously my leg knee very pain
sometime at night, my knee and my ankle pain until cant sleep

recently, my leg didnt stop from suffering the pain.
but what can i do?
Nobody will know about my feeling.
that's all about money story..
Dont tell me born in a rich family is sad than a poor family
you never suffer in the hardship, you will never know