最近那种心情又来了

最近每晚都失眠··
本来我也不想写blog了··
真是我真的失眠到很够力··
没办法··最近真的想了很多很多东西··

好的不好的，不好的好的··
全都来···

想了很多很多··省直想到哭了··
有时候真的觉得自己像个废材··
真的很没用··无能的家伙

好马不吃回头草··
你这好马怎么可能回头吃我这个？

也许··
我不适合在你那，没有星星的城市··

我何曾没有尝试融入进你的世界里？
我一次又一次的去试，
但是却没有人给我那机会··

也许我真的必须郑重的想一想了··

日子再艰苦也必须要过··

命运和机会··
我还是会选择命运··

命运一切以掌握在上天的手中··
我们顺其自然就好··
一切已经注定了··

也许我和你，根本就不适合··
抱歉，浪费了你许多的时间··

但是我总是过不了自己的那一关··
我依然每天都那么想你··

不好意思··
我会努力的

Kl with them!

好累！
九个小时的车下kl去看mnbl final！
半夜2点左右开车！
一路上没有睡觉！都在陪教练讲话！（怕他睡觉）
后面的两只猪！睡到不知去哪里了··

很高兴的就是在车上一直有说有笑··
还和教练发明了 “横冲直撞”
这是我们两个人的秘密··真的很好笑··
Ipoh吃点心！难得教练请吃！
可是我们真的吃不下！

10点左右，到达目的地··
11点多开始打电话然后冲凉··
约了一起出街1点左右··

12点就去吃午餐！


吃好后，就到sungai wang咯！
那一天的我！真的有够不舒服！
心情又特别不好··胃又好像有点疼！
就是很不舒服很不舒服哪一种！
34个小时++没睡觉！这种感觉真的是！diao@.@

去吃午餐的时候，我已经有感觉要发烧了··
只是没去管它罢了··

金河走街的时候！
真的是越来越不舒服！

2点左右meet了jessie，
然后就继续走··

坐下来喝水的时候！简直是要呕了··
那个时候超级不舒服的··

那个死鬼！跟她开玩笑罢了··
她好像当真了一样！那么认真··
可是我也不想讲多多了那个时候··
真的有够不舒服··

3点多左右··
走去times square！其实那个路程真的很短！
可是那个时候的我，却觉得真的很长很长！

真的是很衰的咯我当天！
一走进times square！
就听到那首歌，当时真的是炸到我咯！
短短的半个小时内听到两次！
还有一次是在sungai wang还是之后在times square听到我真的忘了··
因为当时我真的很 掉！

我真的不知道怎样反应过来··
赶快想着要离开罢了··

上次在genting听到两次然后跟啊ban讲了··
她就说你去kl一定会听到··
可是那一次去我真的很听到··

哪里知道是这次听到··
如果可以我甘愿上次就听到！

这次kl之旅··总共听到三次··
真的是da fuq！


一去到times square，一看到有7 e！
我的感觉就是很想立刻冲过去买panadol了··

那时候的感觉真的是很不好受··
吃了第一粒··一点感觉都没有··
干脆吞多一粒下去··

终于感觉好了许多··

差不多4点这样··
坐taxi去maba咯··
那个我的仇人还坐在我隔壁··
有点冤家路窄的感觉（开玩笑）
死鬼他，一直弄我，很痛的咯··

到了maba，我下车第一个感觉就是··
原来这就是maba！Malaysia篮总很穷是不是··

5点多左右··进去了赛场··
有点做了亏心事的感觉（秘密）

过了不久，啊ban，天婷，婉慧她们也来了··
本来是想和thian thing坐的，哪里知道她坐上面气死我了..


之后突然间看到做么她们突然下来坐我旁边，
真的是吓到我一下··
然后thian thing就跟我讲，
叫你上去不要上··
可是我真的没听到她又叫我上去··
之后就讲了一大堆有的没的··

比赛开始了··
不错很精彩一下··
可是比赛间，不知道要跟谁讲话··
左边不是，右边也不是··

第三节的时候··那种不舒服的感觉又来了··
真的是有够diao的咯我··
那个时候只想快点结束··

终于等到结束了··
KL DRAGON输了··伤心死我了··

那时候，我真的也是有点想要上厕所··

出去了之后··啊ban拉着我一边，
thian thing拉着我一边··
走到厕所门口，我就被拉到两边！
一个要上厕所，一个不知道要去哪里··

最后也是被thian thing拉到厕所去了··
maba真的有那么穷吗？厕所都没灯！

之后就在lobby那边等车··
之后就有一个没心的人跟我们讲不跟我们去吃了··
真的是wtf,只拍了一张照片就走了


之后就跟thian thing她们的车，明明有那么多辆车，
可是我们却要偏偏挤一辆车··

在车上，不要意思啦！
我真的只是开玩笑


吃东西的时候，真的是越来越不舒服了··
还好最后thian thing 帮我吃掉那块豆腐！

之后送jessie胡佳的路途中，
突然感觉想上厕所··
可是我想我应该还可以忍！
哪里知道送好她要回cheras的时候，
突然是48急的咯！
又遇到塞车！我当时想我这次肯定是GG.COM了
幸好还来得及到油站！
可是厕所却排长龙！最后忍不住了，干脆跑进男厕··

舒服多了··可是胃又开始不舒服了··
我还以为他们要回家了··
哪里知道他们真的要second round！

在那个糖水店，真的顶不顺了··
mineral water一到！direct吞两粒panadol下去··
那时只想快点回家！

大约11点多到家··真的顶不顺了··
就连热水也不想等了··
就跑去冷水那边冲凉


12点多左右··就去睡了··
一张床四个人睡··什么感觉的？


第二天早上，没想到我真的7点就醒了！
玩完了一下又继续睡··
然后一点多到midvalley！
2点多confirm她们不来join我们了··

然后就去龙的传人吃东西··
4点多左右就去看电影··
red light！闷死人！

看好后啊fatt还有顺慧又去看多一部！
我们三个就坐在mcd讲话讲到九点多··

无聊死了··
差不多10点++
thian thing wan hui他们就来找我们一起出去··

在车上真的很好笑··
要找一间wings都半死！
哈哈··真的是！

叫了吃的东西··我才吃了一半，就吃不下了··

胃还是很不舒服··

吃东西的时候··她们一直说我昨天很过份！

说你的脸都黑了喔！

我也不知道那么多，不好意思啦！ 

大概12点多1点，我们就开始回家了咯··

1点多到家··

然后冲凉··她们说要聊天到早上··不要睡··

我们聊天到差不多4点多，全部人都挺不顺了··

就跑去睡觉！

隔天，我们既然睡到11点多才醒··

然后等到2点多，才出门开车出发回家咯！

回家路上有很多路牌！

那个死鬼阿ban一直叫我看路牌！

然后就跟啊fatt叫，丢雪琪在那边就好了··

王八蛋她！

我就很不甘愿一下的咯！

刚刚好又给我看到她的··

就一直叫她看回··

你去k*****啦！

哈哈哈··一路上有说有笑··

教练的车很无聊咯··

之后一个disc！

我们在车上重覆听了全部歌7次！

pasir mas的人听了6次··

4：30在raub吃东西··

真的不知道是breakfast, brunch, lunch还是dinner！

终于十一点多才到家！

这一次的旅程，并没有我们想象中那么开心··
反而让我们看清了很多东西···

有时候，坦诚来得比说谎还要好··

我们还在考虑下次去要不要在见面··


原来，做人不能只靠想象··
现实生活还是最重要的··

我觉得我这次的表现做得很好··
即使在那5个月1天的时候··
我还是可以很冷静··

希望·············

那一天的唯一一张照片··

5个月多没见面的我们

5个月多前的我们··

我有种感觉，我们大家都变了··

变得很陌生··

大家回到自己的生活岗位后··

都变了··

也许有些东西，我们应该知道的··

不同的人，有不同的生活··

不是说要参，就可以参的进的··

All about sunday!
I just want apologies to you!





Sorry about the day!
all of the day i just joking with you!
I'm so sorry dude!

Dear
Hope we can keep in touch!
Don't misunderstand !

Genting & KL short trip ;)

Last thursday, 

I went to my cousin house to stay a night.

Because we need to wake up in the early morning

5:30a.m. we started our car!

1st days when i reached the hotel!

I have nothing to do that time!

Just take a photo!

We took almost 8 hours to arrived genting!

Erm.. ;) around 1p.m. we reach there!

What are we doing on the time?

Check in hotel --> bath --> having our lunch --> i had forgot what we do? --> back hotel --> 下半山吃东西

Dinner with wine! Oh no! that time i really feel i'm so hot!

Drink too much! And i feel very tired and sleepy!

I didn't sleep for whole the journey!

After that,

Go back to genting!

It's freeze 2 time!

That was a funny show!

I feel proud of china children!

They are so fanstatic!

Magic, dancing, acrobatics on the ice!

With the roller skates!

We sit at the VIP place!

Eh! That's not my money!

I have no much money!

That was just my relative treat us!

1 = RM86

13 = RM1118

Our ticket!

Somebody was enter the hall!

The show finished at 10:30p.m.!

After that, we back to the hotel!

First worlds and thema park hotel is really so far!

We walk until wanna sleep!

The weather is still so cold!

Around 11 p.m. we reached hotel!

I need to take care of Jayden..

Let him sleep!

Around 11:30 i done all the thing and Jayden was sleep!

That is time to hang out with my friends!

Around 12 a.m. we hang out!

Where does we go?

Sitting at mcd talking..

After that? Walk here and walk there!

There was nothing to shop and nothing to play!

The time was so so so late!

Photo shoot with her while we are walk here walk there!

In the nike shop!

Both of us most liked shop!

After that, we back to mcd again!

Sitting there and start to chat!

Wah!so sweet?

We are paktor-ing!

Yes! we are really paktor-ing!hahaha

The weather was super double cold in the night!

Hugging each other can let ourselves feel better abit!

When we was eating until the half!

I saw this gal!

She came with her brother!

She didn't saw me at all!

After a little while, she just saw me!

And she taken photo with me!

Are we sweet?

Yes! I think so! hehe ;)

Around 2 p.m.

I back to my hotel alone!

In the journey, i feel so scared!

Alone walking on the road!

I feel so cold and scare!

After i reached hotel!

All of my cousin had sleep like a pig!

The second day!

I woke up in the super double early morning!

Around 7 o'clock like that!

Old town as our breakfast!

After that! It was time to play!

Accompany baby play!

It make me feel boring!

But that have a lot of fun also!

Just keep playing the same thing at the same day!

Accompany my cuties baby Jayden and my dearest baby Ivan to play!

My baby Ivan was so cute!

He called me 姨姨 for two time on that day!

I'm so happy about that!

Cause he was a cool baby!

He dislike to talk!

He was always like a boss!

But he like to smile!

When he smile! He was super super cute!

He is the one baby who know how to mecok!

Haha! How cute he are when he mecok!

I won't forget about that!

My cuties baby Ivan with her mummy while waiting to play!

Around 7 p.m. we back to our hotel to prepared for the dinner!

When we almost reached our hotel!

We saw a lot of ppl outside of our hotel door!

Oh no! I just know that,

Our hotel is let the artist to get ready!

So that, we are the passenger of the hotel!

We can enter!

I can saw clearly all the artist!

They all are so handsome and beautiful!

Our distance are not far than 30cm!

I stand at the 1st place! haha

I had shake hand with a lot of artist!

When i saw adrian!

I feel a little bit paiseh!

So just say HI with him!

He also say hi and smile back to me!

That day, he was really handsome!

I got took theirs photo! But in my cousin camera!

I feel the most luckily 1 is i can shake hand with 光良and戴佩妮

光良was very very leng zai at the night!

Adrian was the person with red cloths!

Sorry the photo havent a little bit not clear!

Because i'm too excited to meet them!

And they are walking!

After all the artist walk out!

I going back to my hotel for rest! The time is almost 8!

After a few minutes!

It's time to walk over first world to eat!

Dinner of the day!

Ah yat 鲍鱼!

That was so delicious! But that was also very expensive!

My cousin treat us the night! RM1888++

we eat 鲍鱼and 鱼翅!

The night just passed like that!

Third day!

We are going to kl!

The car was so squeeze!Honda Civic!

We took around 1 hours ++ to reached damansara!

What does the first thing we did?

Run down the car and run to the lift up to my cousin house!

After a few minutes! We done all the thing!

It's time to shopping!

We change my cousin car!

Bacause Honda Civic was too small!

We all cannot sit!

My cousin car!

Toyota Camry!

This car was big a little bit!

We went to Paradigm mall!

We still tot my sis was worked at there!

But we are wrong! My sis now is at lawang work!

Sushi Zanmai as our lunch!

My relative they all are really pro!

Brought around RM 1k in a shop!

Next station!

Sunway Pryramid!

We went there and wait my another cousin!

She just come back from Singapore!

After that direct came and meet us!

Because she miss the cuties Jayden Loo!

After that we went to sunways giza!

Erawan as our dinner!

Did you know what is this shop?

This is a thai food restaurant!

They said this shop have to booking after that just can go 1!

RM 444.40 tonight!

One of my rich cousin treat!

She was really a 女强人!

She is a GM of a company!

That Camry was her car!

At the midnight! we went to cheong k!

My sis came to meet us!

Her Boyfriend fetch her come and also join us there!

We just keep kenak her bf!

Hahaha!

Fourtday!

Last day!

Swimming at the early morning with my cousin , sister and her bf and still our cuties Jayden!

After alittle while!

My cousin have some important thing need to do!

And we rush to bath, rush to have our breakfast and rush to 1 u!

I sit Glory (Sis Bf) car!

Sis and him was so funny!

Around 2 o'clock!

We have our lunch at 粥面家!

3o'clock!

We start car to back KB!

We took 7 hours to back till KB!

Inside the car i was so tired but i still cannot sleep!

I reached home around 11 o'clock!

It was a short trip but i enjoy it!

Sorry for late updates dude ;)

Weyig day!

Steamboat just now!
It was full!
RM110!
2 round of steamboat!

I wake in the early morning today!
They all said wanna go taman for jog!
When i reach there!
Nobody was there!
WTF!
I wait from8a.m. until 9a.m.
Just only have 2 person come!
WHAT THE HECK!
ALL FFK!

Only three of us there!

We having steamboat at night!
Yea! A lot of fun there!

But now suddenly i feel mood like shit!
What the hell!
This feeling is coming back!
I hate it so much!
Why i still care?

WHY WHY WHY WHY!
I keep asking myself?
That person also didn't care you ady!
Why you still care about that guy?

146th days today!
OMG! The feeling is really like shit!
I same like gonna kill ppl!

If you don't want!
Just say!
I wont force you guy!
Don't say you don't like it!
It's really hurt!
What is my feeling now!
Nobody know!

第146天的今天，不知为何又为你流下眼泪

After tmr! No more twitter! No more facebook! No more blogger! No more skype!
FUCK! I don't care it anymore!
Shit!
Genting ! here i come!
KB! Sadness place!
Good bye!
Hate this place!

LEONG SUET KEE
Don't care it anymore please!

Badminton day ;)

Oh! #tired
But it was so nice!
We went to my friends home for waiting him to fetch us go to the court!

Wah! His house like a palace!
It was so wonderful!
I like it so much!

After that we went to JKR!
after that!
We have alot of fun inside the badminton court!

After badminton!
we went to billion!
Play snooker!
It's my time!
I won today! hehe..

Today was a wonderful day!
Before we back!
I stand at the shopping mall de door!
And take out my badminton racket
I make it same like a guitar!
And then 自唱自弹!
everybody is looking for me that time!
But i do not feel paiseh!
OMG! i'm kisiao ady!

haha.. i'm so tired right now!
But i'm still SKYPING!
just let the photo take you all to see my day!

Camera man not pro at all..

Photo so blur!

Happy family!

1 versus 8!

Am i pro? haha

professional

I'm so hot!

Just finished played the game!

childish

She is hiao-ing with me

before we went for billion

That was a great day!
Today wake early morning!
Jogging at taman!
but i still didn't sleep yet!



I'M STILL WAITING FOR YOU!
DID YOU KNOW?

Class Party ;) Wonderful night ♥

That was a beautiful night ♥
A crazy night ♥
I love the night ♥
We are 3 kasia ♥
3kasia Rock ♥

今天是我们的class party！

真的很高兴！

先去mall meet，然后朋友的妈妈载我们去吃！

两辆车··另外一辆！超挤的！哈哈！

有个人差点被我们tinggal！幸好我们来得及打电话给她！

之后真的有一个人被我们tinggal了！哈哈

我们到了，他才打电话给我!结果他就自己走路过来

在那边玩了两个小时！
好疯狂！真的很高兴！
唱k！哈哈哈哈··疯狂！

拍照拍照！
那个Tan Geoffrey还不要Upload!
我等了一整个晚上了··他还没upload！气死我了··
我们全部的照片都在他的camera！

很多crazy的照片！
自拍的照片！

玩了两个小时后，然后就出发到mall！
这次我们是坐11号巴士去··
11=两只脚！
不是说很远，一边玩一边走
所以很快就到了··

一边Oppa gangnam style一边走

走到fly over下面拍照是最傻了！
之后去mall打snooker！
输了，本来赢的咯，都是因为最后一球··
黑球进了，白球follow in··
真的是炸到我！
气死我！

今天真的很高兴··等到mall要关了我们才回家··
10点多才到家··累死了··

可是今天真的很高兴··
还好我这里有点照片··可以暂时upload着··

Singing!

Kacau kacau!

This guy is really pro in singing!

Crazy night

My best brother

Tan Geoffrey!

My Brother

Jackson Tan

Beautiful night!

Oppa gangnam style!

Tonight, we are young!

Get Kenak by them!

T.T

Did you saw my gold hair?

Come on! Capture!

Why they climb until so high!

More photo will coming soon!
More photo on tomorrow!

I'm so busy right now!
Drama time!

I feel so不习惯 tomorrow no more school!
What can i do at home?
I want school!!!!!
can i?

Next week why so many people going to genting?
I hope next week can play with them!
YO YO YO! Rock at genting next week!

Last day of school yesterday ;)

昨天是学校上课的最后一天··
因为朋友还没上传照片所以今天才updates
可是很讨厌的还有两个人没upload！
讨厌讨厌！

首先，我要跟那些无聊，幼稚，没家教的人讲！
如果你们真的这样厉害，就不会输了··
如果你们这样厉害就下来吹！
我会把whistle给你们··

还有那些女生，我看你们连基本规则也不知道，
有资格在那边吠吗？

你们会输的原因就是因为你们技不如人，只求胜利··
打球最重要是有体育精神，你们连基本的体育精神也没有！
篮球讲求的是团队精神，不是 one man show!
怪不得进不了州队··你也是技不如人！
打球那么粗，还恶人先告状！

final是我班，我吹final！
又怎样？我有不公正吗？
那么多人看着！
我哥去教我班又怎样？
又不是我叫的，我还是很公正！
请别质疑我的专业操守！
我也是有上过refree course 的！


无论如何，我也很高兴！
恭喜我班的男生拿了第一名！
他们都很棒！赢了很多分哦！
Geoffrey最棒了啦！哈哈！
可是他很笨，既然foul out！

我也不差，我也是拿了第一，
只是不是代表我班！



我们既然可以在球赛暂停的时候，
在PA那边唱歌，
用mircophone唱！
好像在karaokae一样，
比karaokae还爽！
哈哈


很久没运动那么厉了，
现在叫得muscle痛到要死！
不知道为什么，我的左脚ankle特别痛！
上次林文泽到现在了··
每次都会痛··
无能的脚



颁奖后，
放学了，
我们全班冲出了操场！
全班疯狂的喊，
疯狂的拍照，
还有疯狂的躺在操场上！

那一刻，真的很高兴！
无忧无虑！

开hamper的时候更疯狂！
两个hamper散在操场上！

之后拿起汽水，
好像开香槟一样，
弄到整个操场都是汽水到完！

真的很高兴！之后我要喝pepsi的时候，
那个geoffrey既然整个推下来！
我整个脸都湿了··
王八蛋他！
之后拍照拍照就回家了··

最后一天，真的很高兴

We are crazy!

Before the match finish

When i was free..

They call me to the field for capture!

When i'm resting..

Capture with them at canteen!

I just rest for a match!

OMG! It was freaking tired!

Boys and girls here!

We are blue in colour in the day!

We are from class 3 kasia!

Girls who was blue in colour!

Shy Shy larh me!haha

With Yin Wei here!

Opening the pepsi! haha..

Nice photo!

After get kenak by Tan Geoffrey!

DAMN HIM!!!

We are from kasia!

Before back home!

We are the champions!

With my brother!

Jackson Tan here!

With my best brother!

Tan Geoffrey!

I wonder why two of my brother is also TAN!

Oh No!

My face full with sassi

Singing here!

With the PA man!

We are also from class 3 kasia!

photo with hamper!

We are number 1!

Resting while waiting for the next game start!

We are ready to open it!

Hamper with us!

We are the best!

Kasia the most bad gang here!

I'm the refree who incharge all the game!

Didn't rest for the whole day!

Keep on blow blow and blow!

Blow-->blow-->blow-->rest-->blow-->match-->blow-->blow

Luckily i still have my stamina!

We are the best!

After boy semi final!

We have confidence to take the champions!

Girls With Tabah Shirt!

PA girls!

Hahaha..

Singing until half!

Photo of Wednesday!

I'm the refree also!

Our class boy!

Our class basketball team!

They are the best1

They are blue in colour!

You all should understanding Geoffrey!

His shirt is very very wet!

He has no choice!

He must change his shirt!

That was a wonderful day!

Friday! Gathering? So fast? NONO!
We just went out for play!
Taman Tengku Anis!

5p.m.
They are called me to taman!
We have alot of fun there!
Hahahaha..
Jogging, badminton, eat, play, laugh, joke!
It was nice!
Thanks you all guy!

After playing at the taman!
We went to tutti frutti!
When I taking the photo!
Everybody is seeing me!
hahaha.. at the time.. I was so so so paiseh!
But my friends have upload that photo!

I will post tomorrow!
Just post a few photo here!

With the two gals!

Yin Wei here!

睡美人

Gangnam style

This photo is really nice!!!

Tomorrow maybe going to class party again!
Life is full of gathering!
I love u all so much!
Still got alot photo haven't upload!
Will be continue on tomorrow!